Hello JULY!!=)

Hello July..

It's first day of July..

I believe this month gonna be the greatest month i ever had..

back to the point of  my writing today..
Le me gonna turn 18 soon..
So i'm kinda excited..
I love being 18..heehee..
Gonna fly like a g6 soon..
I'm gonna enjoy my birthday till the max!!
Back to my story...here goes..=)

Went to my besties birthday party yesterday..

It's Memey=)

My true and pure bff..

I love her so much!!

No doubt!!

She is my bff since we were standard one till form5..

We've been together since primary till high school..

Now we had to separate since she will be going other place to further her studies..

Meeting her is the greatest gift from god..

It's destiny..

Imagine that two people with different races can be good friend..

We Share all laughter and tears together..

She is the one who lend me her shoulder when i need.

Gonna miss her damn much..

Wonder when we gonna meet again.

Well after her party went out le lullaby for sushi and spending times at his shop..

Went for dinner with his family after that..

End up watching tv with le lullaby..guess that's enough now..
Pictures before i ended my post..=)
xoxo!!
take care readers..

You won't understand how much i love this gal..

Gonna miss her damn much..=)

midnight post..

le hello readers..it's 1.42a.m now.just finish wash my face.went for movie le beloved just now.title "Abraham Lincoln the hunter"
nice movie..it's bout vampire hunter and some politicians..
kind of interesting and yet freak me out..
tired as for tomorrow i'm goin for my bff party.someone important..my besties..couldn't find someone like her in this world..
well darling called me at 1.50a.m..lovely boyfie rite?
diccuss bout the movie we watch just now..
xoxo!!
take care readers..
good night..

hello readers...

hello readers..bloggie updated again today..it's 10.40p.m now..preparing for bed coz i'm having tiring week as usual..i never get good rest since school re-open..i'm so busy..as for today,spent my afternoon doing my muet essay..
Mother of god again..
luckily i got some idea from goggle..and yet i finished it..
the title of my essay is "Money Is The Root Of All Evil"
"Give Your Opinion"
Agree or Diagree?
Le me choose agree..well some people betray their own family cause money..
money has become a need to everyone based on the fast moving world..some people says that money represent someone status..
well as for me..sometimes for me money is a need..but sometimes money can't buy love.
money can't buy memories we had..
money can't buy faith..
faith for me is a miracle thing..
it's been faith for you to meet someone nor people that has meaning towards you..
and yes..i had someone who means alot to me..
Family~~
And not to forget my Beloved one..
Okay back to the point i'm writing actually..
Today was a hard day for me..
Being so emotion and i don't know why..
Can someone tell me why i act so?
Coz i really don't know why..
Keep on telling myself i can do it..
i'm gonna fight till the end..
telling myself to be strong..and i believe i can do it..
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
And i know that i'm strong enough to mend
And every time i feel afraid i hold tighther to my faith
And i live one more day and i make it through the rain
Xoxo!!
take care my readers..
hugs..=)

It's a short update again

hello readers..just finish half of my homework..i'm gonna get mad soon..
my god!!
back to the point of writing..
yesterday there's someone idiot open a new account just to stalk my facebook profile..
how lame are you?
too free till nothing better to do other than stalk my profile?
purposely open a account just to stalk me?how could you be so lame?
Mother Of God!!
what to do?i live my life better than you
i live my life better without you..
what's the point you did this?
no point at all..
this has come to an end..so why don't you learn to move on your life?
not everything is perfect and everyone want's a good life for their own.
you can't say me selfish..
you deserve better and i deserve someone who love me and cherished everything with me.
i felt lucky coz i found him..at least he is understanding than you..
we communicate and that's the point of being together with someone.
the first thing and main things is communicate..
i'm happy in this relation and i'm not regret of letting you go..
i leave all those memories behind and go on with my new life..
this why i'm still here today writing blog..=)
xoxo!!
thats all readers..enough of express feeling today..
take care!!
hugs!!
=)

le hello again readers..

hello readers...
this post was written coz i wanna express how i felt today when i was drying my hair
seems funny rite?
well..my mind never rest at all..every second my mind was thinking,,think bout what?
alot matters..and i wish someday i don't have to think and pass my day peacefully like a child.
i miss those moments as a child..been the last smallest daughter and even the smallest grandaughter.
i got alot attention from family..remember those days where i use to play with my cousin and sister..those childhood memories that everyone won't forget..there's nothing better than being a kid..
although i grown up in regular type of family condition..
family love is always there..this house is always full of love and family warm.where you have people to nag with..
time passes and all grown up..
this is where you have to face alot problem all alone..
i learn to stand on my own since few months ago..
felt myself mature and no longer a child anymore..
those situation make me do so..
i was been force..
been force to stand on my own..
i pretty hate my life now..
sometimes i don't even know what i want..
what kind of life i want?
sometimes i don't even understand myself..
how could others understand me even i don't?
guess enough of express time...
xoxo!!
take care readers..

Le hello readers..=)

hello again..its 1.06a.m now..i still awake coz i plan to do my homework then got to bed.guess i was so lazy since i just back from badminton.and i'm so not in the mood..wake up early tomorrow and finish it no matter how..
i'm so lazy man..what to do..
tired since i've been so busy for the whole week and even weekend..
Mother Of God!!
gonna collapse soon..
someone give me free body massage..
massage is needed badly..
Money is needed badly
Part time job is needed badly too..
Help Help!!
got to go bed..since this is a very short post to keep my readers update..
wake up early tomorrow and finish up my homework with FAST AND FURIOUS  Speed!!!
good the night and good morning!!
ciao!!
xoxo!!
take care readers!!

late post of mine..

hello readers..its 2.08a.m now..i'm still awake once again..wondering why i can't sleep nowadays..panda eyes coming out already..
just realise something which is no one you can trust except your family..seriously no one you can trust..
i came to realise that this world is so reality till you don't even realise that people around you might betray you anytime.
except family..family always be the one who listen to your problems,feelings.most of important is they love you no matter what happen..
arghh..wondering why are you so busy body when there is nothing to do with you in this case..sigh..there's so many type of people in this world..
sorry to say so but you are in the most "sucks"group..
back to my point of writing..
next monday school having reherseal for sport day on tuesday.so monday going to school then tuesday off day for me since i didn't involve any of the sport thing for what i go there and make myself sunburn..sigh..better sleep late abit since i'm lack of sleep since i start schooling..
Mother of god!!
alright..got to go..take care my dear readers!!
xoxo!!
hugs hugs!!
=)

Little Update from myself

hello readers...i've been keep on updating my blog this week..yes!!i didn't study at all this week..so lazy..le me not mean it just i felt so tired this week..probably coz i keep on sleep late and wake early and sleep like a pig in the afternoon.and this go on the whole week..

Mother Of God!!

i should change my bad habit..making myself looks more tired and not energetic..

guess that's for today..got to go..

xoxo!!

hugs!!

love ya readers..!!

you are so unfogettable...

le update again..=)

hello readers...its post bout his birthday on monday.sorry for the late post my dear readers..due to some problem i had last few days..i'm damn busy..homework and notes and revision..driving my crazy..
okay!!back to the main point i'm writing today..
well..he fetch me after school on monday and we went to his house after le me bath..=)
watch Piranha with.that movie is so what the fuck!!
damn disgusting..promise myself not to watch anymore..disgusting plus no meaning type of movie..
back to my topic..why am i always run out from topic..smack head!!=.="
waited him to bath and back to le house to bath and went to sushi..he suggest to sushi for dinner..yeap..i agree since it was his birthday..
he wore the shirt i given to him as birthday present..
and i asked him sent me to bakery shop with reason i wanted to buy bread as breakfast at school.and yes!!i went in to the bakery shop and bought him a birthday cake.since it his birthday..tell me how to pass birthday without a birthday cake?correct?
and he get surprise when saw it..i love seeing people happy escpecially him..i love making the one i love happy..coz if he is happy then i will feel happy..everything is worth..i'm happy and i pass my day with laughter.i just enjoy my life and what i have.cherished every single moment with everyone.this is my reason that i'm still living today..=)
here goes some pictures.and ended my post here..
xoxo!!hugs and take care my readers...

the him and me..heehee

all in..heehee=)

little short update from me..

hey readers,its me again..i've been keep on updating my blog this week..yeap!!its sunday today and its 2.32p.m in the afterrnoon.without le him beside me today.he went to visit his friends at national service.left me alone..and yes!something did break my mood just now.

Special thanks to the one whom uneducated plus stupid people who took his phone and pretended to be him and text me while he is bathing..

Are you too free?

Or stupid?

Don't you know how to respect people Privacy?

What if i took your phone and did the same thing to you?how would you feel?

You are so damn childish..

Forget it..waste my time angry people uneducated like you.!!

well as for tonight,i'm gonna go for a simple with his family and also my family.

as a early celebration for his birthday tomorrow..

i'm not sure if i should give him the present today or tomorrow night.i wanted to see him wear it tomorrow as we are going out tomorrow..see let's see how then..

and yes,that's all i can update for now..

do take care readers.thanks for paying me a visit..

love ya!!

hugs!!

xoxo!!=)

TROLLING IN THE DEEP!!=)

hey readers...its 1.54 a.m now.
i'm still awake..well its saturday tomorrow..so i can sleep little bit late..still bout school..homeworks was like killing me already.plus extra class will start next week.what a busy life have started..well,i've never meet my precious boy since monday.miss him damn much..he didn't came to find me coz he want me to concentrate studying..understanding right?=)
we dated on friday night..went to his house watch movies and laughing together like nuts as usual..well this has become our habits..
yet,this coming sunday would be our one month anniversary..never thought it could be so fast..time passes fast everytime i'm with him.maybe coz we spend more time laughing and having fun..le me likey this kind of relation..we won't even bother what people said.all we know that we were having fun each time we being together..
"Don't care what people think or said as long as we are happy that's enough"
this is what he always told me..he is so Ma boy..guess thats enough..will see ya readers in next post..take care..
with,
loves and hugs..
xoxo!!=)

Le hello...=)

hello readers..i'm back once again..just finish my homework given by teacher today and did some revision bout business..and yet i guess thats enough so i stopped..continue tomorrow then..well..i did try my best to concerntrate during class and yet i hope i get a better result..but i need to be more determined..no one could help me except myself..i need to work harder like everyone did,,totally blank out when i did my homework just now..guess my brain rest too long and rust already..life isn't easy now..no more holiday for me..well..i guess thats enough will update more next time..=)

le me..=)

hello!!!!

hello readers...well its friday midnite and it's 0.43a.m.i'm still awake..well it's been week since my last post..i'm so lazy na..what to do..two weeks holiday pass just like that.well in this two weeks i've been so busy and i don't know what actually makes me so busy...spend more times with my lullaby..lullaby birthday is coming.and i've already plan what to buy..=)
well it's almost a month for me and him..and..i never felt so happy before..we share all laughter and happiness together..we are like best friends you know?which you share everything with..and this is what i want..yet,we will laugh for no reason when look each other..hope all this will stay forever coz i do appreciate this relation..its not coz how rich he is..but is how he treated me and they way we communicate.i love everything in him.we share our craziness together...all i can say thanks god for letting me meet him.someone whom i can talk anything with and share anything with..
I DO LOVE HIM!!
SERIOUSLY..=)

candid by him..=)

trolololl with him..