29 April 2011

dear bloggie.....yesterday piggy gong came to fetch me after skol,and we had lunch at my house...and he fell asleep when i was watching tv.at night we went for dinner with his mum,sister and aunty..seriously i'm so nervous..but enjoy it,after dinner we went back to his house...i ticklish him non stop..he keep on laughing..seriously it maks me smlie when think back...before he drop me home we went for ice cream again..the most funniest is we ate at carwe had french fries also...he ask me to keep money for him..he said the money i keep is for our future...happy!!!!!
this morning till now mum keep on like angry for no reason..like i've done something wrong serious...are she sick of her mind??wat i've did?nothing also...stupid............hated the way she treat me..angry me for no reason..ain't fair.......i hated her..........=( i'm so sad..i need him....
 

his gift....

purposely post it out...everytime receive a surprise from him..love it...

i get my own HENNA..happy.........

see the ball??=)

last night we went out for walk in town...he bought me a ball and went to make my henna...

                                                   see..my henna??i love it..

                                    tis was snap in his car when he went to mcd to buy ice cream for me

                                                         ola...i love tis..looks sha sha de

                                                      emo type i think???haha

                                                        my pimple look sucks....=(

                                                                i like tis..look natural...

                                                       waiting him while ss-ing

                                                           peace...i love tis picture.....
i remember what he said to me last night...he say..first time out 'weh weh' with him must buy something...i'm so lucky to have him........
today i do mask that i bought from alii....so.......refreshing.... 

                                           i know i look horrible....without any cream or foundation on my face...scary..
well..i guess tat all for this time...,see you soon with alot of crazy story of mine......=)

recently...

recently our relationship seems like changing..everyday we chat..but our text is less than 10 i think..i don't how or what to do..I've trying my best but it seems like it's not working..we quarrel last night...it just small matters..but i sometimes cant control my feeling..I'm afraid one day he'll sick of me and my attitude..i only know how to say sorry..I've hurt him like nobody business..I'm afraid one day he leave me coz my stupid attitude..I'm just a normal gal..i didn' ask or more..i just want us to be like last time..

                                                              i miss his hug,i miss his warmest,i miss the past..
                         i miss all..i miss the memory...................

loved to be loved by you.dedicate to the one i love most...

I can't believe I'm standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can't you see…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don't know if my tongue's able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah...yeah...
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/marc_terenzi/love_to_be_loved_by_you.html ]
Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we'll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you...liau zhan lin

ello!!!!i'm back!!

ello ello...heehee..last friday we went for movie "the ghost must be crazy"shock die me...i hug his hand tight tight coz seriously it's reli freak me out..before that we went for steamboat with his family...happy sei me...kind nervous actually..feel abit not comfortable..how also is his mum..i need to be very good infront of her..if not i'm so dead d...sure cut marks...but i did enjoy tat night..and today..he had lunch in my house..he bought mcd to my house and and we ate together...he hug me so tight today...while whispering to my ear...he said"i miss you so much" i miss him too..miss him badly...
i teach him a song tis morning here how it
i love you
you love me
we are one big family
with a one big hug and kiss from me to you
and you say you love me too =) 
tat all..tata!!!

tired!!!

this is me..like tis pic so much..heehee

this week i had a very super hyper tired week..everyday skol..i'm having flu now!!!so good..i wish i sick more worst then i can seriously had a rest..next month i'm having exam's again..i don't know if i can seriously study well..FUCK SCHOOL!!!Hated school so much...but today i meet my beloved piggy gong...miss him so much...he said he bought me a mp4..happy sei me d..since he started work at 81 solution we seldom sms..but i understand..i wish him to work hard..

i'm so super damn sad..

why can't he understand me...wat've done??why should he did tis to me?i say it out also wrong din say it out also wrong,din say it out also wrong..i don't know wat you wan then..i really wish..you can still on my side..i reli wish you can understand me..hated the way you treat me right now..wish to see you right now..wish to hug you right now..wish to tell you everything..i don't want anything bad happen between us..

last nite,today..heehee

tis was snap on our first valentine day celebration

today is our anniversary..but we celebrate it last night..so fast we already half year..happy xia..heehee..I'm kind childish..miss him so much..he told me something last night..he say he wish I'll become his real wife in reality..I'm kind of shock..but i do wish it will come true..where to find another him?in a million there's only one Kenn Liau tat my beloved..the one who cares me like nobody business..i sure have to appreciate him..think back all the memory we had cherished,things we've gone through together..seriously..it really mean to me..

pee ka boo!!!!

                                 Tomorrow is our half year anniversary..I'm so happy.......it not east to come to this stage.i believe our love is strong enough to face the problem together..i get good result for my march test..i wanna struggle more so tat mum will accept our relation..i didn't break my promise.. tonight we going for Leo club,after tat we will celebrate our anniversary early abit..coz tomorrow he is going to pray with his family.wish our relation stay strong...first time math teacher say i clever in class.happy sei me..heehee..tis the pic of us..i edit myself..