le hello bloggie!!!!

hello,updated my blog again..went to badminton last thursday night..now muscle cramp and pain like hell.need to exercise more often..yes!indeed!!well..back to the point of my writing here.
went to Sunway yesterday with ma boy..heehee..went for shopping with him at sunway pyramid.well..as my leg killing me since i go for badminton the other day..plus the high heel i wear yesterday!!FATHER OF GOD!!!the purpose we there is actually to take his mother car and yet we back with dissapointed feel..thanks to the workers...went home with my leg pain and now is still killing me!!!happy holiday!!
ciao!!

hey world

hey bloggie..sorry for the late update..and yes..school started..two weeks orientation was like killing me softly..haha..in this two weeks alot things change..include me..i thought myself stronger...strongere to face all this alone starting from the moment i make this decision.i had lost my friends and people start calling me "bitch"..here i should had explain something..for me if i could turn back the time and without the other "guy" i think i will make the same decision.no blaming on other.i made my decision and im not regret.its time for to let go and get myself freedom...look!!you dont know anything about me.you dont know what i've been through.you don't know how many hard times i pass through..
YOU DON'T KNOW MY STORY!!
DON'T ACT LIKE YOU KNOW
YOU KNOW NOTHING...NOTHING AT ALL!!
look..i know it will be hard for me now since im alone to face all this..
time was the most greatest medicine!
i pretend nothing and i'm seriously alright!
not coz i'm cold blooded..
ended a relation doesn't mean ended my life
life goes on!!
i cried twice infront my parents..
my dad thought i'm a tough gal but i did cried infornt him..
after all those tears!!yes!!i'm back..
back to old me..the happy one!
i dont mind what people say and think bout me..
i know myself and my story..
i cant control what people wanna say..
the main title in this post is 'I'M OFFICIALLY SINGLE"
that all i guess..enough of writing!
ciao!!do take care to my readers!

hello people...

hello people,i'm back again..and bring some good news..i'm goin for form6..since i've been accepted so i wanna give myself a chance.and hope i did my very best..seriously alot things to do and settle down..i wanna go for car test and i wanna take make-up course seems like i will be very very busy.so i decided to settle down my school stuff and then car test and then make-up course..hopefully all go smooth and i'm kind of excited bout school actually since it different school now..i'm afraid i will get lost like how i get lost at my high school on the first year..hmm..i scared actually..alot boys in that school and my previous high school is girls school..so i will have to manners and i can't be like i how i act in my high school..sad case..i need to dye my hair again,i gonna dye dark brown not black okay..no more blonde for me..=(..nvm..i can dye it after two years..haha..guess that enough for now..got to go..and wait for my latest post again when school starts..take care..
ciaos!!

i love swing alot..<3

aloha..i'm back again..

hello people...the reason i'm writing this coz i'm too free and i read back my previous status..four years ago..which means between 2009 and 2010..this two years was my memorable year..alot things happen and i realise that i'm strongger than last time...i'm nothing when he leave me,i trying to stand up myself and i failed..i met alot people and all only look for beauty not heart..i'm so stupid coz i still dont wanna let go all the past..why i act so..i had better life now and why i'm still hoping for something which is impossible to happen again..i know i crap alot here..i was so blur now..i should stop writting.the more i write the more crap would be...
ciao!!!

aloha....i'm back..

hello people i'm back from blogging since the last post..got my result and i'm kinda dissapointed but what you did is what you get..i accept it..i might be goin to form6 if i got the chance..seriously i'm not so sure with my decision...as chinese people say walk one step see one step...back to my emotion matters..i heard Taylor Swift "if this was a movie"and i fall in love with it,..it has the meaning and it describe how i feel this few day..well i decided to write the song lyric here since it has the meaning to me..by the way there some pictures which i wanna share it out..

its issac...little toy poddle
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them

if this was a movie........our life is just like a movie..this is what my sister told me.........................

hello people

hello..week by week..i'm still me..without work and i'm nothing..can you imagine how hard this life is?argh...i can't really barely open my eyes every morning..hmm..life still go on..i remember how i stand up myself when i'm nothing 11months ago..i used to have my own life without him..i stand still,i'm alone...i'm nothing..after 6month without him..i found someone that..love me like nobody business..love me like no one else could do the same...i'm happy with it...i had HIM with me almost 1year and 4months..i spend almost all my life with him and i believe we can do it the rest of my life..having him in my life seriously cheer me up alot...he shine my life,he colour my life..i just wanna say THANK YOU SO MUCH LOVE..I love you so much..i'm proud being the one you love..till today..you like my sun,you shine my day..almost everyday..no words could descibe you..you are my SUPERB BOYFIE...you gave everything i want..you make me happy..\

that's me with my happy life..PEACE!!!

hello world

this post was about my valentine as i mention at my last post that i'll show you all what i give to my hubby..we celebrated it on the next day since he got work on that day..we went for simple dinner on valentine night..i gave him that present that night before dinner..

this is what i prepare for him..simple new purse with a little card i made myself
and the next day we went for breakfast he tide quite big doraemon at the back seat...i saw it  and i smile asking why you tide him like that..there's roses and chocolate..well..it surprise me actually...and i feel funny as well..we went to the park after breakfast..

he was the one who made me smile alone everytime i think of him..

tadaa...this is mine..
its awesome having someone you love so much even is just a simple day..
i love you for a thousand years "Liau Zhan Lin"