long lost dead blog..=)

hey le bloggie..i'm back to this dead blog..\
as for all my readers information,i stopped school..
why?
coz i have to pay the bills for my family as my mum gonna resign soon.
i'm kind of stress out actually..
i wish i had my life like others.go to college enjoy their life like most teenagers do.
but i know it's impossible for me to do so coz i'm not rich as others gal do..
i came from poor family and i'm nothing..
but now i know my shoulder would much more heavier..
sometimes i cried loudly..people might thought i'm mad.,
but maybe this the way how i release my stress..different with others.
i'm independent girl now..
as i said before..
"I STAND ALONE AS A SURVIVOR"
"AND I'M INDEPENDENT GIRL"
i'm grown up girl and i know i have to help my family...
i'm working at my boyfie shop now..life ain't easy all the time..
felt myself so stupid sometimes..
but i'm trying my best at least..
no one understand my feeling even myself..
guess i go to go now..
xoxo!!
much loves!!+_+

FUCK OF SON OF BITCH!!

hey bloggie..
i felt so stress out with someone..
So please let me spread all my feeling and anger..
how come you so fake?
are you mad or you just seeking for attention?
or you got mental problem?
block from facebook so what?
like i care if you are in my friends list.
you so fucking childish i tell you..
let me tell you something!!
please don't think yourself is so good..
if i once hurt your feeling then i'm sorry..
but this is me...you should know me well..
why should i change for you?
who are you to me?
like i need to care how you feel bout me?
FUCK OFF PLEASE!!!
i wish you saw this but you can't since you so like to block then block all people in your school..
since you didn't appreciate our sincerity as your friend so for what we have to thought you as our friend?
what i can say bout you that 'YOU ARE SUCH A JERK!!"
"SUCH A DISCRIMINATE TYPE OF PEOPLE!!"
THOUGH I'M NOT CLEVER AS YOU BUT I KNOW THE MEANING OF SINCERITY..
YOU NEVER HAVE A TRUE FRIEND OR EVEN SOMEONE YOU CAN BELIEVE COZ YOU ARE SELFISH!!!!!
DON'T WORRY!!!
YOU WONT SAW ME AGAIN NEXT YEAR..
AND I DON'T HAVE TO SEE YOUR HOTDOG FACE ANYMORE!!!!
xoxo!!!!!good the night!!

le hello people..

hello readers..i'm back..sorry for the late update..
due to my sickness since last wednesday till today..
well..i'm back to malaysia on sunday night..yet my sick is getting worst..eat medicine and getting better today..
back to my point of writing today...
went to thailand on friday morning 4am reach there almost afternoon i guess..
went to temple and watched thai gal show..after that straight go for my birthday celebration and thailand disco..celebrated my sweet 18 there..i'm satisfied actually..it's enough for that he did..
heart it and appreciated..
and we went for elephant ride the next day..felt so nervous actually coz i scared i'll fall down..
luckily le darling hug me tight tight..
at least it makes me feel safe..
even is just a short vacation..i'm happy and i enjoyed...
special thanks to le darling and his family for giving me a best and memorable trip and birthday..
xoxo..
take care readers...
ciao!

Le hello people..

hello readers...
It's 3July today..and it's 8.20p.m now..sitting in front the laptop and updating my story for ya..
Thursday is coming soon since tomorrow already wednesday..Yay..
I love travelled alot..Thailand i'm back!!
trolololl..
well more pictures and story will updated once i'm back to Malaysia..
Le me off-ing to Thailand this coming friday morning...will be celebrating my 18 birthday there in Thailand..
heehee=)
Guess that's enough for now..le me outing with le darling later....
xoxo!!
take care too..
HAPPY EARLIER BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!

Hello JULY!!=)

Hello July..

It's first day of July..

I believe this month gonna be the greatest month i ever had..

back to the point of  my writing today..
Le me gonna turn 18 soon..
So i'm kinda excited..
I love being 18..heehee..
Gonna fly like a g6 soon..
I'm gonna enjoy my birthday till the max!!
Back to my story...here goes..=)

Went to my besties birthday party yesterday..

It's Memey=)

My true and pure bff..

I love her so much!!

No doubt!!

She is my bff since we were standard one till form5..

We've been together since primary till high school..

Now we had to separate since she will be going other place to further her studies..

Meeting her is the greatest gift from god..

It's destiny..

Imagine that two people with different races can be good friend..

We Share all laughter and tears together..

She is the one who lend me her shoulder when i need.

Gonna miss her damn much..

Wonder when we gonna meet again.

Well after her party went out le lullaby for sushi and spending times at his shop..

Went for dinner with his family after that..

End up watching tv with le lullaby..guess that's enough now..
Pictures before i ended my post..=)
xoxo!!
take care readers..

You won't understand how much i love this gal..

Gonna miss her damn much..=)

midnight post..

le hello readers..it's 1.42a.m now.just finish wash my face.went for movie le beloved just now.title "Abraham Lincoln the hunter"
nice movie..it's bout vampire hunter and some politicians..
kind of interesting and yet freak me out..
tired as for tomorrow i'm goin for my bff party.someone important..my besties..couldn't find someone like her in this world..
well darling called me at 1.50a.m..lovely boyfie rite?
diccuss bout the movie we watch just now..
xoxo!!
take care readers..
good night..

hello readers...

hello readers..bloggie updated again today..it's 10.40p.m now..preparing for bed coz i'm having tiring week as usual..i never get good rest since school re-open..i'm so busy..as for today,spent my afternoon doing my muet essay..
Mother of god again..
luckily i got some idea from goggle..and yet i finished it..
the title of my essay is "Money Is The Root Of All Evil"
"Give Your Opinion"
Agree or Diagree?
Le me choose agree..well some people betray their own family cause money..
money has become a need to everyone based on the fast moving world..some people says that money represent someone status..
well as for me..sometimes for me money is a need..but sometimes money can't buy love.
money can't buy memories we had..
money can't buy faith..
faith for me is a miracle thing..
it's been faith for you to meet someone nor people that has meaning towards you..
and yes..i had someone who means alot to me..
Family~~
And not to forget my Beloved one..
Okay back to the point i'm writing actually..
Today was a hard day for me..
Being so emotion and i don't know why..
Can someone tell me why i act so?
Coz i really don't know why..
Keep on telling myself i can do it..
i'm gonna fight till the end..
telling myself to be strong..and i believe i can do it..
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
And i know that i'm strong enough to mend
And every time i feel afraid i hold tighther to my faith
And i live one more day and i make it through the rain
Xoxo!!
take care my readers..
hugs..=)