midnight post..

le hello readers..it's 1.42a.m now.just finish wash my face.went for movie le beloved just now.title "Abraham Lincoln the hunter"
nice movie..it's bout vampire hunter and some politicians..
kind of interesting and yet freak me out..
tired as for tomorrow i'm goin for my bff party.someone important..my besties..couldn't find someone like her in this world..
well darling called me at 1.50a.m..lovely boyfie rite?
diccuss bout the movie we watch just now..
xoxo!!
take care readers..
good night..

hello readers...

hello readers..bloggie updated again today..it's 10.40p.m now..preparing for bed coz i'm having tiring week as usual..i never get good rest since school re-open..i'm so busy..as for today,spent my afternoon doing my muet essay..
Mother of god again..
luckily i got some idea from goggle..and yet i finished it..
the title of my essay is "Money Is The Root Of All Evil"
"Give Your Opinion"
Agree or Diagree?
Le me choose agree..well some people betray their own family cause money..
money has become a need to everyone based on the fast moving world..some people says that money represent someone status..
well as for me..sometimes for me money is a need..but sometimes money can't buy love.
money can't buy memories we had..
money can't buy faith..
faith for me is a miracle thing..
it's been faith for you to meet someone nor people that has meaning towards you..
and yes..i had someone who means alot to me..
Family~~
And not to forget my Beloved one..
Okay back to the point i'm writing actually..
Today was a hard day for me..
Being so emotion and i don't know why..
Can someone tell me why i act so?
Coz i really don't know why..
Keep on telling myself i can do it..
i'm gonna fight till the end..
telling myself to be strong..and i believe i can do it..
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
And i know that i'm strong enough to mend
And every time i feel afraid i hold tighther to my faith
And i live one more day and i make it through the rain
Xoxo!!
take care my readers..
hugs..=)

It's a short update again

hello readers..just finish half of my homework..i'm gonna get mad soon..
my god!!
back to the point of writing..
yesterday there's someone idiot open a new account just to stalk my facebook profile..
how lame are you?
too free till nothing better to do other than stalk my profile?
purposely open a account just to stalk me?how could you be so lame?
Mother Of God!!
what to do?i live my life better than you
i live my life better without you..
what's the point you did this?
no point at all..
this has come to an end..so why don't you learn to move on your life?
not everything is perfect and everyone want's a good life for their own.
you can't say me selfish..
you deserve better and i deserve someone who love me and cherished everything with me.
i felt lucky coz i found him..at least he is understanding than you..
we communicate and that's the point of being together with someone.
the first thing and main things is communicate..
i'm happy in this relation and i'm not regret of letting you go..
i leave all those memories behind and go on with my new life..
this why i'm still here today writing blog..=)
xoxo!!
thats all readers..enough of express feeling today..
take care!!
hugs!!
=)

le hello again readers..

hello readers...
this post was written coz i wanna express how i felt today when i was drying my hair
seems funny rite?
well..my mind never rest at all..every second my mind was thinking,,think bout what?
alot matters..and i wish someday i don't have to think and pass my day peacefully like a child.
i miss those moments as a child..been the last smallest daughter and even the smallest grandaughter.
i got alot attention from family..remember those days where i use to play with my cousin and sister..those childhood memories that everyone won't forget..there's nothing better than being a kid..
although i grown up in regular type of family condition..
family love is always there..this house is always full of love and family warm.where you have people to nag with..
time passes and all grown up..
this is where you have to face alot problem all alone..
i learn to stand on my own since few months ago..
felt myself mature and no longer a child anymore..
those situation make me do so..
i was been force..
been force to stand on my own..
i pretty hate my life now..
sometimes i don't even know what i want..
what kind of life i want?
sometimes i don't even understand myself..
how could others understand me even i don't?
guess enough of express time...
xoxo!!
take care readers..

Le hello readers..=)

hello again..its 1.06a.m now..i still awake coz i plan to do my homework then got to bed.guess i was so lazy since i just back from badminton.and i'm so not in the mood..wake up early tomorrow and finish it no matter how..
i'm so lazy man..what to do..
tired since i've been so busy for the whole week and even weekend..
Mother Of God!!
gonna collapse soon..
someone give me free body massage..
massage is needed badly..
Money is needed badly
Part time job is needed badly too..
Help Help!!
got to go bed..since this is a very short post to keep my readers update..
wake up early tomorrow and finish up my homework with FAST AND FURIOUS  Speed!!!
good the night and good morning!!
ciao!!
xoxo!!
take care readers!!

late post of mine..

hello readers..its 2.08a.m now..i'm still awake once again..wondering why i can't sleep nowadays..panda eyes coming out already..
just realise something which is no one you can trust except your family..seriously no one you can trust..
i came to realise that this world is so reality till you don't even realise that people around you might betray you anytime.
except family..family always be the one who listen to your problems,feelings.most of important is they love you no matter what happen..
arghh..wondering why are you so busy body when there is nothing to do with you in this case..sigh..there's so many type of people in this world..
sorry to say so but you are in the most "sucks"group..
back to my point of writing..
next monday school having reherseal for sport day on tuesday.so monday going to school then tuesday off day for me since i didn't involve any of the sport thing for what i go there and make myself sunburn..sigh..better sleep late abit since i'm lack of sleep since i start schooling..
Mother of god!!
alright..got to go..take care my dear readers!!
xoxo!!
hugs hugs!!
=)

Little Update from myself

hello readers...i've been keep on updating my blog this week..yes!!i didn't study at all this week..so lazy..le me not mean it just i felt so tired this week..probably coz i keep on sleep late and wake early and sleep like a pig in the afternoon.and this go on the whole week..

Mother Of God!!

i should change my bad habit..making myself looks more tired and not energetic..

guess that's for today..got to go..

xoxo!!

hugs!!

love ya readers..!!