after all these day's

after all these day's...i finally make it up..i finally understand why is he so jealous everytime i chat with other boys..he just a send birthday msj to his ex's i already get crazy like i also duno how to say..i really jealous..i'm so damn angry..i just cant control my feeling..i hate it when he still got contact with her..i didn't mean to treat him so cool last few day..but i just failed control myself..i'm such a failure gf..arghh..i finally understand how he feel when everytime i did something he dislike..finally we've made promise to each other..i make sure myself did what i promised..i kind scared he'll give people snatch...so many sad things happen..HUMAN LEARNS FROM MISTAKE and i wish i can do it too...